This blog has been created by and for the Kinast Family. As we begin to grow and branch out, we thought it might be fun to create a place where we could learn and share about one another. In this blog, you will hear stories about funny situations we have been in, current status on family, things that have helped us to grow as people and other positive impacts that we have each experienced in our lives. So, sit back, take a few moments to relax, and learn about those you love who will always love and support you in your life...

8.07.2011

It's Pouring in NYC!

Hello all, Kurtis here with an update from the NYC chapter of the Family. It’s been quite a whirlwind of events since we last posted. We started off by closing the show Angels in America at the Signature Theatre, this show we had been working as subs. We then rolled strait into a very crazy time of life as Angels closed I went to work striking the show and loading in the next, The Illusion. At this time Mary began working overtime at the millinery where she was building hats for the Kentucky Derby. During this three week period Mary and I slept in the same bed, but that was about it. Just when we thought relief was in sight we received calls from the Signature Theatre asking for us to be a part of the crew for the last show of the season, The Illusion. So we rolled into our fifth straight 60-80 hour week. The old adage, “when it rains, it pours” has definitely held true for us here in NYC.

The Illusion ended up being a great opportunity for us for a couple of key reasons. One, three weeks in to the show, things started to slow down a bit and we were able to relax just a tad. Two, we were able to work together on a show, which is definitely something that we have enjoyed in the past, but had not been able to truly enjoy here. In the middle of the run, we returned to KS to visit – it never seems to be long enough as there are so many to spend time with. Ten weeks out from the start, The Illusion came to an end and we were on to the next thing. I had several opportunities pop up at the beginning of July which I grabbed hold of.

One day I received an early morning phone call from one of my freelance job bosses. This particular call was from Cedar Lake Contemporary Ballet concerning a job opening. I was asked to apply and interview for the position of Technical Director. So after three nerve-wracking weeks I was offered the job and I gladly accepted. I am extremely excited about this opportunity. First off it gets me the chance to have a “normal job” with a title and benefits. Secondly and slightly selfishly there is the travel. This job comes with 15-18 week’s worth of touring, mostly international. This coming season will have me traveling through Germany, France, Italy, Serbia, England as well as some domestic dates. The final thing that this new job accomplishes is more time at home due to less free lance work. Hopefully, this also means a certain amount of being able to accomplish personal goals and balance in a way that I have not been able to in the recent past due to a lack of time at home.

Now, it’s just a matter of keeping our fingers crossed for Mary who has moved from hat making, to Off Broadway, to the Jersey Boys on Broadway. She went a week without work after our show closed, became an official resident of NY, and filed for unemployment. Since she can’t sit still long, she was off and working the second week, including a bit of time at Cedar Lake with me and leading to a phone interview this past week with the Blue Man Group for a full time, full benefits lead wardrobe position. This one will also be a lengthy wait as she has two more parts to the interview and another two weeks. She would really like to have this kind of a position also as it would allow us both to have some great balance and stability here.

We’ve been lucky enough to have many visitors to the city including Pam, Charles, Grandma Johnston, Hannah and James among other friends. It’s always fun to have people we know come visit as it encourages us to get out and see a few new things too. We look forward to having several more of you come to see us in the future if/when it becomes available!

For now, that’s a fair update of our lives – we’ll finish off the summer enjoying time with one another, a few short trips out and about and starting new jobs. Wishing you all the very best and sending love your way!!!

8.02.2011

A Busy Summer

Hello everyone,
My summer has gone well. I have managed to fill most of my time so I have felt busy even though in reality looking back I really don't think I have done much.
:) I still go to Wichita two times a week for appointments a
nd have been taking online sociology simply to give me something to do. I have discovered I do not care much for online classes. Thank goodness this week is the final. I have also been spending time with Adelynn and Cassi and I have enjoyed the girl talk and baby time although now I guess I should say toddler time. I also love seeing Miss Olivia and Sarah when they are in town. She never fails to make me laugh.
I have spent a lot of time training Shona. We finished our second basic obedience class and have now started a rally course. Rally is an interesting offshoot of obedience. Instead of a judge telling you what to do cones strategically placed give you instructions about how to do the course. Here is a link if you want to know more.

Working with Shona is probably my most important news. Since I have been home I have been exploring the ideas of getting Shona certified to become my psychiatric service dog. Kansas (and the nation in general) make certifying a service dog relatively easy (not counting the training - that's hard) and it looks as if there is a strong possibility that in the next six months to a year Shona will be my official service dog. The benifts of having Shona certified to go everywhere with me are numerous. I still become very, very anxious in social situations. Shona provides grounding and distraction. In addition, sometimes my memories are intense and Shona can sense this and often will jump onto my lap to give me comfort. Perhaps most imporantly though is that Shona will be able to go on campus with me. I need some sort of support to sit through classes, be around young men and simply be in a college environment. Shona will provide me the support that I will need in order to accomplish this.

Last night we met with our new trainer for the first time but since this blog is getting long I'll simply give you the link to my own blog where I plan to have an account of how it went up in the next 24 hours or so. That reminds me. If you didn't know I do have two blogs. One (fighting my way back) is simply an
account of my recovery and life. The other (My gracious gift of God) chronicles Shona and my journey to becoming licensed. Look on either spot they should both have accounts (the second one shorter - the first one more detailed). I love my blogs because they give me a chance to write and also provide a wonderful opportunity for me to look back on my life and see how much I've grown.

One last thing - the end of this month is my six month anniversary of being in recovery and home from CFC. It's been the hardest thing I've ever done but oh so worth it. I have been behavior free for a very long time. I still get very depressed, anxious and scared but with support and coping skills I can move on. Your letters, prayers, thoughts, conversastions and other means of support has been my lifeline and continues to help me move forward. Knowing I have this family behind me gives me strength and motivation on those days I couldn't move forward on my own.
We are the strongest group of people I have ever met and that is the biggest weapon I have against my illness.

Anyways, here are a few pictures of my summer....



First it's been hot...
very, very hot


Second we celebrated Papa's Birthday in Style



Third, Shona enjoys parades (except the part with horses)


Finally, we had to say goodbye to Amelia Bedelia (age 16) and Connor (age 10). Connor had cancer and Amelia (the old bird) had finally grown old and was ready for a rest. We miss them but know they are in doggy heaven.

Love to all of you!
-Kate

7.25.2011

HOT,HOT,HOT

That's what Tim and I were on Sat, July 23. We were watching Samuel and Erik play ultimate frisbee in Topeka. We were actually very lucky because there was a row of pine trees at the edge of the field. Someone had trimmed them up and so we sat underneath. We drank lots of water, ate cantelope and bing cherries and bannanas and tried not to guess what the temperature was:) The boys had fun ( won 2 and lost 2) and no one got sick.

We were able to skype with Andrew Friday evening. (His Saturday morning) He looks good and it was great to hear his voice. He was in the town of Iringa so the internet was better. He is hoping his computer will hold out til November. It has served him well for two years but sounds a little like an airplane reving up to take off.

We had a family vacation to Minnesota in June. The boys took two friends and they had fun in the water. The weather was really nice while we were there. Hannah was able to go also - we enjoyed having her home for awhile. The boys and Tim will go again this Thurs and stay til Aug 5th. Then Susan will go up and stay till Grandma Shook comes back.

We continue to be reminded we have no mechanical expertise in this house:) We had to buy a new weed eater in April. It vibrated so bad we took it back and exchanged it the first of July. No one could get the new one to start. We took it back to Sears and they couldn't start it either!
(We felt better then!) Exchanged it again and the man had to work pretty hard to start that one at the store but it seemed fine after the first start. Erik had almost finished Duke's edging when he pulled the cord and it stuck (Full length dangling). Today I took it back and said please give me my $ back. "I don't know if it is us or the machine but we are not getting along!!"

Blessings to you all. May the rest of your summer be restful with some cool:)

7.17.2011

While I was out...

I don't really have a ton of new exciting adventures to tell of here in TZ. Surprisingly, even when you live in an exotic land your life remains horribly mundane if you're there for longer than it takes to visit everything.

April and May were pretty much exclusively teaching time. It always works out that the first two to three months of class are the most consistent, productive class time that one has in the school year so it was good to dive in and get a chunk out of the way before things really took off. It was a little concerning how quickly I felt like I was exhausted of teaching however. I look at my teaching load and responsibilities here in country and it just baffles me how teachers in the states do what they do for as many hours a day as they do it. Yeah, teaching two classes the same thing is easier to prepare but it's just as tiring! Not to mention the extra work outside of class where you have to grade etc. Anyway, as with everything else, I'm much more grateful for our education system in the states having seen an alternative.

Things really started to pick up the first full week of June. I headed to Morogoro the first to attend what we call the Training of the Trainers, or TOT for short. PC loves their acronyms and you find that everything and everyone has some two to three letter combination used as a reference to speed up conversations. Anyway, TOT was a gathering of every person, volunteer, staff, or contracted help, to plan sessions for the incoming class of trainees (PCTs in case you were wondering). Each volunteer (PCV :P) had applied to facilitate various sessions during the training and so we spent most of the week refining our plans and trying to coordinate between sessions occurring other weeks.

I've always felt like I've done a good job of surrounding myself with people that are one step above me on the intellectual scale. If you look at my resume, I feel like it reads quite impressively but when I look at myself in the context of those around me, I often feel overshadowed. Things like TOT, highlight it the most for me. All these other amazing volunteers have really brilliant ideas for passing on important information and I'm left looking at relatively simplistic ideas presented in a boring way. Nevertheless, we finished the week with a solid product prepared for the new group when they arrived just more than a week after that.

The Saturday after closing TOT, I boarded a bus to head all the way back to Mbeya because the following Monday, I took 3 girls to our annual girls empowerment conference in Mbeya town. Each year, for the last 3 years, the volunteers in the Mbeya region have come together to plan and execute a girls empowerment conference that teaches young women in our communities life skills. We do some of the standard HIV and AIDS presentations, but we go beyond that also, encouraging girls to achieve the most out of their lives. We have successful women come in and give talks about their achievements and the decisions that got them there. We have sessions teaching about family planning and why waiting isn't just about sexual health. There's a session on self-defense where we teach the girls how to quickly get away from someone who may be about to assault them. All-in-all, it's a really fun time while still being a significant educational experience that teaches information that often does not filter down to students in Tanzania.

Every year there is a talent show and for the past 3 years the volunteers have made a production to put on stage alongside the girls' talents. This year we chose Waka Waka, the Shakira song that was created as the theme song to the World Cup in South Africa. I think the video is on youtube if you want to find it but it was one of my favorite moments as a volunteer. We choreographed only the first two verses of the song intentionally, partially because of time constraints and partially because we planned to include the girls, but after we did our portion of the dance we brought up the girls to dance with us on stage. It's clear to me now that that event was not just South Africa's but rather all of sub-Saharan Africa and since Waka Waka represents that event, it's also everyone's song. There was passion in that free-dance beyond what I could have expected and it was a really awesome moment of community. But that's what the arts and athletics can do, bring together two sides of the world and have them cheer in unity.

Following the girls conference was the one week of normalcy in the last 6 or so. I had to pull together my strength to actually teach for a full week. I thought it would be easy since I knew I was going to leave again soon but instead it turned out to be much harder. I just could not focus and it seemed to be a waste of time to put in the effort to make each lesson valuable. I did make it through the week (life is so hard, right?) which was followed by the A-level short break, a one week vacation.

I had already made plans to spend this week on a trip to visit Anna and Adrienne, health volunteers in my region, and so Saturday morning I packed up and rolled out to Mbeya to get the bus that would take me to their villages. Now, if I could have driven straight from my site to theirs it couldn't have been more that 50km, but because the roads are poor and the bus takes people to Mbeya, I had to travel the long way around by first traveling north out of my own valley to Mbeya and then south along the ridge to my west above my valley to get to their sites, probably a good 150-200km.

The week consisted mostly of getting to see the daily life of a health volunteer. There's somewhat of a disconnect sometimes between the lives of health and education volunteers at their respective sites. Education is very structured and we have things laid out for us where as health volunteers really have to develop their work on their own. Additionally, the houses of health volunteers are usually more spartan than those of education volunteers. Both have their benefits but the lifestyles are noticeably different. The differences in Mbeya are highlighted even more by the fact that the health volunteer sites are very village with no water, no electricity, and so forth, where as education volunteers live quite well compared to the majority of Tanzanians. We spent time playing lots of cards, exercising, and cooking in between seeing the various projects they worked on. We made lots of yummy food including two chocolate cakes...in two days.

We returned as a group and hiked Ngozi crater the following day. I think that was my 5th time doing the hike, but since it's such a nice hike, it just happens. Finally, after meeting up with additional friends, some PC, some not, we rented a car to travel to Matema Beach to celebrate the 4th of July. Again, I think this was my 5th time going to Matema Beach, but I could go 5 more times and not be satisfied, as it's the perfect mix of village and tourist all in one.

The group was fantastic and it could be split into smaller groups if that was more appropriate for the activity. There's little more to say than that it was as close to the quintessential beach party as you could get. We played baseball in the lake with my whiffle ball and bat (thanks mom!), relaxed in the sun and read a book every morning, and even roasted a pig on July 4th. So it was actually only half the pig but it was still legit. We dug a pit and lit a fire of coals below and then placed the pig on logs that were laid across the pit. Despite the set-up catching fire a couple times, we enjoyed a nice pile of delicious pig that night.

Finally, upon returning from Matema, I continued on to Morogoro to do the actual training of the new class. 39 volunteers make up the group of incoming trainees, however the big difference between this and years past, aside from the scheduling, is that almost half of the group is English teachers. Recently, Peace Corps did an impact study here in Tanzania and found that our single greatest contribution is English language education. I’m not sure if that’s what motivated the switch to English teachers with the new classes, however, it has become a focus one way or another. This resulted in the size of my math group being significantly smaller which is both nice for the short term and disappointing for longer term goals.

I facilitated three sessions to varying degrees of success. The first day we had a math session dealing with the culture of defeatism that most Tanzanians have when it comes to math. Since the day was running slowly, it was kind of tacked carelessly on and ended up getting significantly shortened, which made anything beyond general conversations a challenge. The second day, our morning session was on logical thinking and problem solving and it went much better. We analyzed our own analysis of a Sudoku puzzle in order to identify methods of problem solving and then took a list of methods and applied them to a form 1 (first year of secondary school) math problem. It was a really good session with lots of discussion on how to teach at the introductory level. Finally, the afternoon session was kind of wiped away unfortunately. The original topic of group work was addressed through various other sessions in the previous weeks so we considered trying a physics lab for those who were interested. However, due to some miscommunication we ended up learning how to read 4-figure math tables which are necessary for the first half of secondary school so not all was lost. After sessions, we all went to dinner together and had an enjoyable evening of drinks and pizza.

The next day I had intended to go to the bus stand and get on a bus for home, however, July 7th (Sabasaba or sevenseven for those translating) is a national holiday much like our labor day. Therefore, people travel everywhere and even with an entire fleet of buses heading southwest, I was not able to find a seat. I was able to buy a ticket for the following day, which I did, then returned to the training site. The afternoon was the time period where the trainees learn about the sports and games that are played in the schools and so it was an opportunity to get exercise, something I am always in need of here.

The next day was a rather uneventful day of traveling, which I have learned to consider a good thing. Eventful usually means bad and so the fact that I woke up at a normal hour and was in Tukuyu before sunset made it a very good travel day.

Now I’m teaching from now until COS conference and then with long break approaching who knows what I’ll do the last month.